There's Nothing That Can Seperate Us

Saturday, February 21, 2009; 3:04 PM

Dearest ,
whr hav you been ?
i'm worried .
Ytd nite you called me
& told me dat you gave yr dad yr phone ..
dats th last call i heard from you .
Morning wanted t call you but i didn't ,
as i tot you were still slping & didn't wan t
wake you up .
So arnd 11 + ,
strted t call you .
Yes , yr hp is on , but nobody pick up th call .
i call yr hse ,
& yr dad told me dat you went out ,
so i asked him if you did bring yr hp ,
yes you did .
No ideas whyes you dun wan t pick up th call ..
i really worrying alot , idk wad happen t you .
Freddy finding you , Dickson helping me t find you ,
Damien say you didn't contact him . Freddy call Peiqi she
say you nt with her . Dickson call yr frens in class ,
nobody seems t hav contact with you .. Freddy told me
didn't turn up for today's remedial .

Call me asap .

Friday, February 20, 2009; 9:30 PM

Tdy ,
lesson normal luhhs ,
failed for th bloody science test luhhs ..
damn it man .
Its okays ..
monday den its th real test ..
hopping nt t fail @ least pass ? PLEASE .
Home econs lesson test again ,
didn't study @ all .. lets c wad's th result .
After school ,
go canteen awhile den 1 pm report t AVA for
harmonica again .
Once i think of niid t rmb t score i sian liaos ..
tis kind of dumb head can rmb derhs mehs !
Clarence kor came in ..
brk time marhs .
Den he come tok t me ..
den he blow his harmonica with my scores ..
den he kena tickle ..
dunno he so weird one ..
whenever he blow harmonica ,
we tickle or mak him laugh it didn't works @ all !
He & Dasao 1 yr 1 months lerhs ! MUZ JIAY0USS OKAYS !
Went t Volleyball training .
Put on Knee Pad , run 4 rnd , warm up ,
joined dem .
Principal so good seh ,
buy us Knee Pad lorhs .
Training keep tio scold uhs ,
even gao ren also kena scold by coach for using
th court .. you think wad court you open d mehs ..
dunno hw t tok t ppl nicely mehs . fcuk you .
tdy kena pumping 110 as i didn't serve over th ball , dead .
Heng didn't do puming postitions ! , its tiring

Baby outside with Terence dey all ,
hope dat dey hav fun barhs .
Baby was unable t tok t me tonite again ..
as his phone niid t be taken by his dad .
Didn't receive phone call from him yet ..
guess he haven reach hse barhs ?
Do tcares okays .
ILOVEYOU

1months 5 days

Thursday, February 19, 2009; 9:15 PM

Posted abt school juz nw ,
but bloody com juz hanged dere .

Baby msged me ; Dear , wad you doing .
i replied of cuz .
Baby reply ; Cheebye luhh & everything ..
so i knw it's all Peiqi luhhs ..
th Dear one obivously also her luhhs ,
cuz Baby dun call me Dear alrites .
Hav no ideal whyes dere are together ..
& i dun care .
5+ Baby msged ; Baby we're nt suitable let's brk barhs .
Replied t th Cheebye msg ; Please luh is yr boyf never settle
thing properly , wad i gt t do with this ?
After dat ,
Baby told me dat she was threaten by Peiqi ,
if he dun brk with me , she'll come down beat me ..
ya luh ya luh , beat me for all you can .. you can beat
till i kena hospital , coffin for all i care okays .
You're juz a gurl ,
making ppl pity you by threatening dieing / cutting wrist ..
those things dun really works everytime luh hor ..
you wan tio me come down JURONG luhhs ..
you think i care mehs ? i dun care anything now hor .
Dun @ dere step big , wan come jiu come luhh fcuk you BHB bitch .
I HATE IT WHENEVER , Baby & i brk becuz of you luhh , bitchy .
Get a life luhh ,
stop here interupting ppls life luhh ,
nobody will lyk you liddat .
After awhile ,
R/s get back again ..
he promise me if dere's going t be th third time ,
I DUN WAN TH REASON T BE HER ANYMORE ,
SHE'S JUZ A BITCH , I C NO POINT LOSING BECUZ OF HER .
i'll fcuk her whole family man .

Baby ,
sorry for telling NO when you say you wan patch ..
nt dat i dun love you .. is i dun wan t add on t yr troubles
& i'm scare alrdy . i knw for myself i really love you alot ..
but you're hurting me you knw D; .
Please dun do dat anymore ,
i really dun wan t lose you anymore .
iLOVEYOU LUHHS !

; 2:52 AM

2day i did a vry bad thing felt like killin myself why do all de troubles come tu mi i wan tu be de one i love but i nid tu be threaten by someone frm my past WHY CANT I JUS GET A NORMAL LIFE TGT WIF DE ONE I LOVE!!!! i bet huitian hate mi nw cause i lied tu her i noe she will hate mi i jus noe it but i wan tu make that dissapper

haruto

Wednesday, February 18, 2009; 8:28 PM

Tdy ,
couldn't find my PE shirt when i was awake .
When t msg Jasmine & asked her t borrow hers ..
but i found it in th end , so its alrites .
Everythig was alrites in school .
Last week , we gt chinese test ..
i expected myself t hav quite good result ..
in th end , it end up t be those juz passing by few marks nias ..
was disappointed in myself .
Today's LSA tok about smoking things luhs ,
didn't listen as it was boring ..
played with Huiling dey all th whole period of LSA .
After school ,
went t Jurong Point with Huiling as she wanted t look
for her one month anniversary things .
Saw alot of things i wanted again !
Shall re-upload my wishlist yeas .
Went t c handphones most important ..
th phone $68 with contacts , i'm shocked !
i wan dat phone badly uhs !
Went t buy th Japanese food & headed t Library
with Huiling .
Oh yeas ,
Zhenhao kor owe Huiling & me valentine day present !
4.30 went hse alone .
Qiaobao Jie came t my hse for awhile marhs ,
chat with her as korkor was bathing ..
den Jiejie said dat dere'll be new bags coming tml ..
Sian luhhs ,
nw no money t buy bag luhhs , ass-hole !
i loves th bag okayyyyysssss !
Haish .
Always told Baby t msg me after school before he went CCA/Remedial ..
but he never lorhs .. hahas , its alrites , i dun blame him .
Baby nowadays so stress & everything ..
so i shall be more understanding & nt adding on t things yeas .
Happy t say dat we didn't quarrels in tis 1month ;DD .
Nowadays ,
he has been going hse damn damn late uhs ,
didn't tok t him more den 2 hrs a day lorhs DD; ,
MISS YOU LUHHS .
iLOvehim luhh .

2Months 3 Days

Tuesday, February 17, 2009; 9:08 PM

Tdy ,
lesson normal , everything normal .
After school ,
headed t 7-11 with Huiling & Jiamin ..
brought buns & one cup of hot chocolate .
Den headed bck t school & meet Jasmine .
Den Jiamin , Huiling , Wee lin & me sit
opp bus as Jasmine & Nixon sit another side .
Headed t Boon Lay library .
Slack , learn t fold stars with straws , do math
& went t Jurong Point t look for Marmie with Jiamin .
Buy food ,
i brought th food with rice , fried chicken , curry ,
damn nice leh , first time eat .
Headed hse after dat .

Baby ,
drinking beer , hor hor !
Remember wad you've promised me okays ,
or i shall punish you , you knw wad's th punishment yeas !
Hohohos ! .
idk wad happen still lehs ,
asked you in 3 msg ,
still never ans me bck !
Hope you'll be fine , really .
Bu Guan Fa Shen She Me Shi ,
Wo Dou Hui Pei Zai Ni Shen Bian
He Ni Fen Dan .
You wan drink ,
i wont stop you , but nt too much uhs ..
Hope you rest well tonite ..
tml still have school my dear .
Remember , headache drink sum plain water
& go hse rest alrites .
Hope you'll be good & go hse early alrites ,
your gurlf , me & yr parents will be worrying for
you every secs you knw .
Have a good rest after dat ,
hope you'll feels btr tomorrow ,
iLOVEYOU Baby ,

1Months 2Days

Monday, February 16, 2009; 8:32 PM

Just finished my 6 entrys of journals ,
hand so jelly now .
But juz feel lyk posting .
Baby didn't msg / call me till now .
He never failed t msg / call me before 8.30 ..
now its going t be 9 ,
i'm a lil worry ,
idk wad is happening & everything .
My mood was low & i do nt knw whr uhs .
Pray t god ,
please call me ASAP ,
imissyouBadly ,
& i'm worrying for you !
Baby boy ,
muz tcares luhhs ,
muz rest well derhs horhs ,
dun bua stun ,
iLOveyous .

Baby boy finally called me ,
he's nt well .
Fever & everything .
Dearest ,
you've t tak really good care of yrself kaes .
You knw when yr dad msg me & told me you're
in a lot of pain i'm heart broken ?
i promised you whenever you're by my side ,
i'll tak good cares of you kaes .
Hope everything goes well soon .
i dun wan painful t be on you ,
i rather it be on me yeas .
Sorry ,
bu ke yi gen ni fen dan ,
budden i'll always be dere for you alrites ,
iLOVEYOU (:

; 6:57 PM

Tdy ,
wake up ,
a lil dun wish t go sch ,
i was really damn tired ,
but no choice .
First period CE ;
Went t th computer lap & sit with lisa ..
we laugh damn alots for dunno wad reason also ,
help her with sum R/s stuff too .
Hope everything was fine .
Second period Math ;
i can say dat i strted nt understanding wad is
mdm siti trying t teach ,
i was blur & everythig ..
shall do sum revision myself or else i guess i'll failed .
Recess time finally ,
eat burger & nting else .
After Recess is ART .
Stupid art changed tcher ,
although nw th cher lyk wont scold ppl liddat ,
but i still prefer th old one D; .
Den History lesson ,
moved t sit with Lisa as Isaiah didn't come t sch tdy .
Pay attention lorhs ..
until t-cher call us do workbook i jitao sleepy face liaos .
Den english ..
forget t do / bring my journals with 6 entrys ,
ltr mus chiong yeas .
T-cher was damn disappointed with us ,
scold us lyk 40 mins uhs ?
den giv us new words of th day jiu dismiss liaos .
Went t 2s5 wait for SISTERS & Marmie <3 ..
sum of dem kena stay bck lehs ..
den me & marmiie went t collect phone
den she pei me go toliet change into jersey .
THANKS !
Passed th hps t Dajie derhs ..
den Jiamin came t collect it liaos ..
den she pei me go AVA lehhs ,
thanks gurl (:
Harmonica was boring , tiring & everything .
Received Baby msg saying ; Bi , tis whole week i
@ nite den call call you , cuz vry busy ..
i ji tao sian half liaos .. no mood for th fcuking harmonica .
Have a 20mins brk & went down Volleyball .
Den 4.30 went t Volleyball training ..
skill gone everything gone ,
moodless & all funny funny stuns out .
WADEVA .
Last few mins do receiving ..
didn't do well & we all kena pumping ..
20 times ..
its was less i knw , but its difficult lehs ,
finish liaos stupid coach dun allow us t recover ..
den stay dere till he scold finish den we recover lorhs ..
stomach was painful really dunno whyes ,
so i keep rest den go up pumping again ;x .
Coach temper is really bad today !
HATE HIM BEING SO ....
But i knw its for our own good luhhs , haish.
Today , everything jus seems so strange ,
so different & wadeva ,
can sumone please tell me whyes .
Volleyball deproving , everything luhhs .
Stupid flu still nt enuff , coughing coming also ,
whyes muz all tis things happens t me DD; ..
& ytd nite , my hand hit my watch accidentally
& th glass brk but th hand is still moving ..
i dun bear t throw it away ,
its my favourite watch , FCUK

Can seriously say tis ,
imisshim lyk damn alot can ..
didn't receive any msg or phone calls from him ..
guess he's having his air raffles training barhs .
Boy , tak good cares of yrself ..
dun train too hard , dun stress .
i'll be standing by you .

1Months & 1 Days

Saturday, February 14, 2009; 4:09 PM

Baby ,
HAPPY ONE MONTH !

These 31 days ,
thanks for being by my side .
You brighten up my life & everything .
Hope dat we'll be tgt till th end yeas ..
i need you t guard me through my life .
No matter whr you're ,
i'll miss you every secs & think of you .
No matter whr you've gone ,
i'll wait for you .
No matter wad happen ,
we'll never be separated , NO WAY .
i'll use my heart & soul t love you & treasure you .
Being with you i'm happy ,
i'm treasuring every secs & mins i'm with you .
All th promises i've made i wont be broken dem .
Hope every months 15th i'll be with you .
Let us hand in hand & walk through all th thins & thicks .
& Boy , promise me you'll tak goodcares of yrself please ,
seeing you getting sick makes me feel hurts & worries .
You're th one dat is important t me & you're th one dat i niid .
iLOveyou my boy ,
IVAN KOH JUN RONG , <3 My one & only

Sorry ,
i knw its a short post ,
i do means every words i said (:

; 3:02 PM

Valentines Day .
Wake up @ 9+ .
Actually wanted t meet Jasmine & Huiling
dey all before going out derhs .
But dey meeting @ 10.30 ,
i'm alrdy bored t death .
So went t find Jasmin instead .
Bus t Jasmin's hse ..
i can say dat tis is my first time staying @ her hse for so long .
We played PS while waiting for th time t pass .
& we draw eye linner tgt .
She help me mak my curry puff ,
thanks gurl .
While playing PS , we keep spam call winnie lyk hells ,
cuz its alrdy 11 & she didn't call us derhs , &
we should be meeting @ 11.30
Finally she called & we headed t Boonlay passenger service centre
& wait for her .
Den we trained go LOT1 .
First thing we do is t go arcrade for DDR ,
th DDR totally sucks ,
new machine .. we wasted $6 on it ,
shouldn't play it in th first place .
& its freaking slow speed man .
After playing ,
we planned t go walk walk & search for our lunch meals .
Baby didn't called me when dey reach ,
but i saw dem o.0 ..
Alamak ,
i tot dey never saw us derhs .. but in th end of cuz dey did .
Dey say ltr den come meet us ,
no ideal whr dey go .
& when i called Baby ,
he say Terence & him eating ><>

Friday, February 13, 2009; 2:03 AM

HARUTO HERE!!!! baby i miss u hehe jus slp wake up 2day i gd boi post wifout u tellin mi

bi i still donno wad tu buy leh but donno worry i wont go de wif nth de
i will still get u something de

money a little short tis few days try tu take money frm both parents k??

baby i nw w8 fer u tu reach home hehe hope tu call u nn hear ur voice soon 2day de basketball vry tried that is why i fall asleep

k until here bubye call mi yeas?? muack takecare bubye

Thursday, February 12, 2009; 7:26 PM

Tdy ,
went t sch .
Otw t sch ,
Baby say dat he's playing Bball .
Tok t Baby awhile den headed t assemble .
Bill come liaos can msg lerhs (:
After sch ,
dere's a stupid Math Enrichment which
strted 2 wks / 1 wks before i think ..
but i didn't attend becuz of volleyball match .
Tdy first time go marhs ..
same group with Junhao , Esmond , Joshua & sum others .
i choose t be with dem becuz i only knw dem ..
th rest of dem nt my class d man !
After Match Enrichment went t Volleyball training .
Tdy ,
sec1 first day training ..
coach us Jasmine , HuiLing , Huiqi guard th malays & indians ..
while Jiamin , Lirong , Me guard th chinese ..
& th 3 boys Weelin , Nixon , Liyang & Kunzhen guard .
After dat we play match & went hse .
Sian arhs ! ,
tml gt harmonica pratice lehs ,
boring seh .
PLanned t go Jurong Point t buy sumthing with Winnie d ..
nw idk can go anort marhs .. cuz tis from 1-5 ..
last time 2hr & half nw so long tmd !
Baby still having his stupid tuition i guess ,
faster finish leh ,
imissyou badly liaos luhhs ,
muz tcares of yrself okays ?!! <3

Baby went t bath so i continue post again .
Baby so ke lian whole day study till 8+ den call
me lehs .
He's going t be crazy soon if all tis carry on ,
cuz almost th whole day studying lehhs ?
Summore he sound dat he's getting sick soon leh ,
please , sick get lost from him .
Baby ,
study dun stress yrself okays ,
rmb you work so hard after tis yr nxt yr one more
jiu good game lerhs marhs (: ,
yr hard work wont be wasted alrites .
Muz tcares of yrself well hor ,
iLoveyou !
& Lastly Baby ,
getting sick dun eat bread / instant noodles luhh ,
eat sum healthy derhs marhs ,
stop saving money when EATING ORHS !
MWARKS (:

29 Days

Tuesday, February 10, 2009; 5:41 PM

Tdy ,
lazy t wake up lorhs , so tired ..
in th end still wake up luhhs !
Went t school & called Baby when reached .
He ytd comfirm didn't sleep well lorhs ,
keep yawning .
Oh yeas ,
ytd nite when on phone with Baby ,
he suddenly look so sad luhh ,
i knw its becuz of me but when i asked him ..
he told me ntin .
i'm sorry my dear ,
for making you sad ,
if dere's anything please tell me kays ,
i'm willing t change for you (: .
Hanged phone & went t lock it & assemble .
Lesson were okays ,
but when LI i was about t fall asleep in last few mins !!
Great ,
my Science test pass lehs .
But hopefully my History test will pass nxt time ;x .
Today actually gt Science makup lessons .
But Jiamin hav chinese test & winnie hav bball ,
so nobody pei me go marhs ,
den tcher damn good decided she'll plan another
makup lesson juz for th 3 of us (:
Took my hp out from locker ,
saw Baby's msg ; Bi tdy dun msg / call me ..
till i call you sorry hor , jiay0uss for yr match ,
love you , tcares mwarks , imissyou .
Sianed after knwing tis =.= ..
Shagua i tdy no match luhhhs !
After sch ,
headed t Huiling hse ,
den headed t Jurong Point .
Walk with Huiling ,
went in quite alot shops ..
t c things of cuz .
Den Jasmine called & we headed t Long John Sliver .
After eating ,
went arnd shopping again .
My God ,
saw th ice - cream phone , KF350 .
i wan buy dat phone luhh , so exp leh ,
without contact 338 ..
with contact i nt sure luhh , i guess its cheaper .
i wan PINK COLOUR KF350 !!
Went hse after dat .
Idk wad time will Baby call me lehs ,
he ytd told me 8+ den can or he'll try 7+ .
Miss him deeply now man ,
hope he faster call !
Mwarks (: .
Die liaos luhh ,
still do nt knw wad t buy for Vdays ,
ALAMAK
i go lie on bed rest ,
headache again ..

27 Days

; 4:30 AM

HARUTO BAC!!!!!!! vry tired tis few days maybe cause i sick
baby don say mi k?? cause i gt takecare ^^
2mr still gt shootin trainin wa sick leh like that carry de rifle will tired de leh still nid tu run WTF DOES RUNNIN GT TU DO WIF SHOOTIN!!!!!!!

baby sry leh i donno 2day de msg make u sad its cause i nid tu study sry sry sry reali sry sry sry sry sry

donno wad tu write k lar bi bi short short de T_T i cannot make it lar post evertime so short muack i love u baby

V-day i buy ring k?? but i donno ur dere gt whr sell ring de so T_T nid u tu bing mi go

HARUTO 8.37 pm

Monday, February 9, 2009; 7:13 PM

Tdy ,
alarm rang i press it away .
Brother didn't sleep since last nite
as i guess he's going overseas or wadeva .
Brother went in t wake me up .. 6.42 .
Normally i wake up @ 6.20 latest , die .
Rushed everything & hurried t sch .
Phoned Baby awhile .
Daddy return me my phone ,
iLoveyou Daddy ! ,
i promise i will be a btr daughter (: .
First period EL ,
newspaper article again ,
second period History ,
yeas i did my homework ,
21 questions only 1 blank , shocking rite .
Its recess time ,
after recess we stayed @ th canteen becuz we're
going t match & dun nid t assemble .
Match strts @ 12 & we reached CCK Stadium @ 11 .
Tdy was against Jurong Sec , dey were th second
winner of west zone last yr i guess ?
Dey were more earlier den us , shocking .
Do warm up , digging & serving ..
sweat alot siaks .
Finally th match strt ,
damn kan chiong .
Gt a feeling dat voice buang liaos ,
cuz we shout th cheer damn loud .
Th first set was ; 17 / 25 ,
Jiamin Darlinq serve alot nice ball (: ..
well done gurl .
Th nxt match ; 4 / 25 ,
yeas we dropped alot ,
but its alrites gurls ,
its over .
We'll be working hard for nxt yr's match .
Reach sch & 2+ we strted training .
Huiling sis didn't came training tdy as he
went t library .
Tdy training also quite fun although its difficult .
Thurs will be training for sec1 ,
coach asked us t go help dem ..
hopefully dey all can play well & do our sch proud (:
Didn't went t harmonica ,
dun feel lyk ,
mr pang said dat th tcher incharge is looking for me ,
he told th tcher incharge dat i wan t quit harmonica ,
i was tired , i was boring in dat cca , stress of SYF ,
memorise score dat is few pages long .. 3 song summore !
Dead .
After training ,
went t canteen .
Both leg of mine having bister soon i guess ?
can see th shape juz haven pop out nias ,
painful asshole .
Marmiie called & said Daddy & her will be coming
down t drive me .
Once i gt up th lorry ,
she strted all th nagging & everything ,
i didn't do anything wrong ,
& yet you dun believe me ,
is tis fair t me ?
i knw yr everything is for my own good ,
but cant you juz giv me a lil more freedom
& understand me ?
Baby didn't phoned me ,
i was really worry about him ,
when he called , i didn't really
hear properly wad he say ..
Baby ,
imissyou deeply ,
please call me asap !
iLOveyou my dear .
My God ,
still do nt knw wad t buy for Vdays ,
failure Gurlf i'm .

25Days

Sunday, February 8, 2009; 7:43 PM

Indeed i really sleep @ 4 last nite ..
as th mac came damn long ..
mak me so hungry man .
Wake up @ 9+ ,
dun really well & see no point waking up ..
so bck t slp .
Wow , guess wad ,
i wake up @ 1 + .
Went t cook porridge as i knw parents
wont be waking up so early .
Asked Marmiie if she wan some
& i tio scolded from her as i wake her up .
Went t cook myself ,
first time cooking porridge myself ,
can say pass derh luhh (:
After porridge ,
went t tak a pail of water & clean th floor ,
sum peoples juz do nt knw hw t
keep peoples hse clean yeas .
After cleaning ,
went t tak out my History homework
& continued with my ytd's assignment .
While i was doing my History homework ,
my head strted become painful ,
idk wad's happening ..
went t tak a rest & watch tv ..
when its was btr went bck t do homework .
Complete my homework finally ,
alot questions .
Went t bath & on9 .
Saw Baby's off9 message from msn ,
& th timing was 6.49 ..
& i on9 @ 6.59 ,
i was sad .
When i was replying Baby's off9 msg t him ,
suddenly words appears in dat window ,
i'm shocked & happy indeed .
He's nt going out for today !
Chatting with him in msn nw
& we're both posting tgt .
He mak me so heartpain luhhs ,
he sprained his ankle
& walk lyk bai ka liddat lehs ,
nxt time dun anyhw pua stun lerhs ,
my heart will brk anytime ..
mus tcares of yrself .
Guess wad ?
His nose bleed ..
& he's wearing jacket
& covering blanket in a room with no fan/aircon
& all his window & door are closed .
Baby always so weak derh lorhs ,
almost everyday headache derhs ,
den nw going t become sick soon nehs ..
muz hao hao zhao gu zi ji hor .
Dun try funny funny thingy again arhs ,
wear 10 shirts , Gogogogo !

Showed Baby a fren of mine blog ..
& th gurlf break up with him when he's
in NS .
I promised Baby sumthing ,
but dat promised can be vanish ,
cuz its nt in use anymore !
Happy for BABY .
But new promises came .
Boy ,
if you enters N/S ,
i wont be selfish & leave you alone .
i'll concerate on my study ,
& wait for you till your book out day ,
& hang arnd with you ,
massage for you & everything
or after yr N/S .
i swear i'll do dat if we last
i'm typing in a dark room as brother is sleeping still .

24Days

; 3:22 AM

tired..sad..heartach...
baby when home late nn gt slap because of mi
nn her phone gt taken away frm her nn contactin her became vry hard
bi i miss u nw leh vry scared u Vday cannot come out den i hw????

haven slept nicely fer 2 days ler but still cannot let my friends noe that i m actully vry tired nn sad inside felt like de end of de world

cannot study in my mind nn heart is all abt my baby huitian nn hw she is doin every second nn min baby hui tian don worry i wont hankypanky during tis time nn de time i had wif u i will nt fall fer another gal but u onli ur my everything

i reali hope that u can get ur freedom nn phone bac asap cause i wan tu gif a vry 14 of feb miss u badly even nw muack hui tian baby u nid tu takecare of urself hor nn don u dare do anything stupid k?? i love u nn it will never end

HARUTO 7.30pm

; 1:12 AM

Boreddd ..
shall post sumthing .
Didn't tok alot with Baby tonite ,
his hp low batt marhs ..
+ he staying @ terence hse today .
Hmmms ,
all slp so early derhs today ,
sian .
Dunno whether Baby is able t
slp marhs , cuz with frens normally
tok late late derhs marhs .
Hope he can slp barhs cuz ytd he 4am +
den slp worhs , tdy so early wake up so tired .
But seriously speaking ,
iMisshim lorhs .
Mac coming @ before 3.30 am ..
so long , damn hungry man .
Scarly ltr fall asleep ;x .
Baby ,
muz tcares of yrself ,
sweet dreams .

Thanks Ivan.C Kor , Vicent Gaoren ,
Yuliang glg , Terence & mostly BABY
for today (:

24Days !

Saturday, February 7, 2009; 9:20 PM

Baby ,
times dat i'm nt with you ,
you muz tcares of yrself .
Dearest , ni yao hao hao de zhao gu zi ji ,
dun niid t worry for me ,
i cried finish i'll be fine derhs .
i missing you alot alot you knw ,
juz nw think of you i cry more jialat lorhs ..
haish .. i regret nt coming hse early ,
nw dun hav handphone lerhs ..
dunno hw t contact you lehs ,
i really love you okays ,
you're a important one dat i niid in my life ..
as long as we're tgt as one ,
ntin can seperate us .
i'll try my best t contact you okays ,
dun anyhw bua tan go hurt here & dere hor ,
yr gurl ME will heartbroken derhs lehs .

23 Days ,
Yr Love Is Wad I Want .
You Belong T Me & No One Else ,
Please Do Not Leave Me My Dear ,
i Really Needs You t Be By My Side <3
As for my Sisters , Brothers & Frens ,
if you guys wanna find me ,
find me in school barhs ,
dun ever call my handphone ,
ltr yr kena scolding idk .
& dun worry for me ,
i wont dun any silly but i admit i was thinking to ,
but i wont although dere's alrdy a cut ..
guess you guys wont care (:
Having HIM i will be fine derhs ,
thanks guys for being with me !
Lastly , Daddy ,
i'm sorry for nt obeying you luhhs ,
please i beg you , RETURN ME MY HANDPHONE PLEASE ..
i really need it .
i didn't blame you for all th scolding
but i blamming myself becuz i knw i was in th wrong .
HOPE FOR MY HANDPHONE BCK PLEASE

Thursday, February 5, 2009; 5:09 AM

baby i don haf bath is cause i wan tu save ur smell hehe don say mi

i still don haf wash my jacket cause if wash ler don haf ur smell ler hehe bi u remember at arcade i beat ur batock hehe piak!!!!

sry ler don haf msg u kmms bi i don haf hear ur voice i don feel gd leh den all de fear nn sickness come when i hear ur voice all my pain go off ler u r my angel of darkness

don haf do homework fer donno how many day ler gt a lot of thing nid tu do hiya hack care lar haha baby c tis sure scold mi pua stunt de

k la vry short i noe cause donno wad tu say miss u baby
haruto 9.15pm

; 4:13 AM

Tdy ,
everything was alrites .
& its temperature taking day lehh ,
i never bring ..
cuz i ytd tot i sick marhs den i tak
out c my temperature den i forget put bck .
Tcher asked me go buy lorhs ..
i told him i juz bought it ytd man .
Den Mr Yatim ; Co.Form ..
gave me $4 ask me go buy den wash
& return him aft i used as Tchers niid
t tak temperature too !
Today History lesson damn bored ,
test test test ..
seriously i didn't study for it ,
cuz th nite before nt feeling well so
no mood study luhhs .
History 1&hour hr tdy marhs .
Den Tcher went off after test .
Th class no Tcher sehh ,
den everybody was lyk so quiet man .
A Tcher came in & praised us ,
i told him go tell Mr Subash dat we're
well behave dun stay us bck after sch .
Den 1.30 pm ms chua came in lehs ,
she tot we kena scold dats whye we're so quiet ..
but we didn't of cuz ;DD .
After lesson ,
went str8 t meet Mr Subash ..
den he let us go ;DD .
Went t Singapore poly with th guys ..
& Dajie , Darlinq & Jiamin .
Today th boys lose till ..
but i knw its diff luhh ,
all fierce & tall derhs , my god .
Headed bck t sch
& went t find Huiling @ th library
with Jasmine , Nixon & Jiamin .
Den Daddy came & drive me t dinner ..
thanks Daddy <3

Today ,
arnd almost half of th day didn't tok t
Baby lehs ,
miss him lyk crazy lorhs ,
juz cant imagine wad am i without him .
Its only you , dat can place a important positions
in my heart .
Baby was eating his dinner nw ,
so i came t post .
Baby smelly pig ,
haven bath yet ,
but seriously ask me hug you nw
i dun mind , hohohos !
Ytd nite he promise he'll write a
sweeter post t me today ,
so shall c hw is his SWEETER yeas .
iLOveyou IKJR ,
you're mine Forever

21 Days

Wednesday, February 4, 2009; 3:49 AM

haruto here lol mia fer so long nt in a gd mood

nw playin dota while w8 fer baby tu call mi miss her so much heart vry pain nvm sat i c her i will try tu make her happy cause she is nt happy like mi

vry sian nw donno wad tu do tis few day vry busy also cannot pei my baby talk on de phone thx tu my stupid sch ler knnpcb nw even sat also wan tu use fer studyin stupid lor

baby huitian sry leh cannot pei u tis few day reali vry sry muack hope u will nt get angry wif mi
bi don nid tu worry my love is urs tu keep we will be tgt fer a long time even wif de fckin pq i will still love nn treasure my baby huitian
hope u can call mi soon cause i reali miss u alot goin crazy ler cannot take anymore nid tu hear ur voice

Tuesday, February 3, 2009; 9:55 PM

Boring ehs ,
toking t Baby in phone
as he's playing his dota .
Goodluck my boy ,
iloveyou
Baby ,
if only one of my wishes is t be granted ,
i'll wish t walk with you in th R/s path till th End <3
i Really Really love you alot lorhs ,
hope dat we'll nt be separated in anyways / things .
You're th one dat i'll never wan t lose ,
& th one dat i shall treasure th most .
You're th one dat supported me by my side
whenever i'm lost .
Thanks for every single lil things you done
for tis R/s , you're th greatest , my dear .
i Really Really hope t have you by my side Forever ,
& having Never Ending R/s with you .
i Really do nt knw wad will happen t me
if you're nt by me side ,
dun wish t imagine things yeas ..
dun leave me !?!
You're th one i needed t survive ..
& your warmth is what i need ,
you're just my EVERYTHING .
Peoples do nt believe dat dere's Forever Love ,
LETS PROVE IT , MY DEAR <3
iLOveyou truckloads ,
so i shall Never Let You Go <3

; 8:01 PM

Baby was nt really in a good mood
nowadays ..
thanks t sum fcuking dogs barking
here & dere .
OI Snatching my time best ar ,
enjoy it alot rite ,
hw many hrs lerhs in total !
Shit yr mother man .
Neverminds ,
i kind nt lyk you snatching ;DD .
Wadeva it is ..
stop making my boy so moody day
by day okays ..
or you shall kena rape by bangala ,
one nt enuff i order 10 for you ,
make sure you shuang shuang okays .
i very good ,
i knw .

Hmmms ,
waiting for Baby's call so long sias DD; ,
iMiss him badly everytime derhs ,
dunno whyes lorhs !
Baby ,
iLOveyou alot my Mr Koh <3
Forever you .

20 Days

Monday, February 2, 2009; 7:49 PM

Tdy ,
wake up ..
realised dat bros frens still haven
finish their gamble yeas .
So miss Baby lyk hell ,
as he cant called me in th morning
as he going sch early for his test .
Use yr big butt think also knw he
didn't study orhs ..
but he will use his brain t think d luh ,
so dun really a problem ;DD .
Babyy ,
jiay0uss you can do it .
Headed t sch & everything is fine .
After recess stayed in th canteen ..
we go up th bus @ 11 & headed OFF t CCK stadium .
i Really miss him badly orhs !
Reached lerhs ,
Jasmine told me ..
Freddy msg him said ivan missing me orhs ..
dunno freddy playing with me or wad luhh ,
but glad t hear dat <3 .
Baby was sweet luhh omgod ,
he msged Jasmine & told jasmine & team t jy ..
& th words for me its sweet my dear ,
thanks for yr support .
Didn't win yeas .
although we lose ,
we feel proud of ourself ,
cuz we knew we had put in alot effort
t achieve such good improvement yeas ..
first match ; 18/25
second match ; 13/25 .
Forget which match dey put wrong score tmd ,
den dey dun care fcuk dem man ..
neverminds we wont be a loser &
scold me alrites (:
Came bck sch & rest @ th canteen as
its still early & sch haven end .
Drinked hot milo as my stomach cramp
++ PAINFUL DD;
2.30 we strted our training again ..
dun really feel well with th hell
pain of my stomach ..
but i still can tak it .
MISSING MY BOY ALOT LUHH ! xP
After training when t fitness corner
& sit t watch bball ..
as we dun wan t go hse early .
Stomach so hells man ,
Pain nt pain pain ~ HATE IT .
Yeas , Baby called me i was so happy ;DD ..
den he went t his frens's thingy ..
hope his frens will be alrites yeas .
Waiting for Baby's call ,
imissyou dearest .
Not yet eat dinner ,
mei you wei kou , my stomach .. ><
Maybe ltr abit den eat barhs .

I did really realise sumthing ,
i actually love IKJR alot ,
we're juz stupid dat realise it now ,
but its still nt too late okays !
Lets gone through everything tgt ,
never ever leave me .
Last Long Long yeas , my dear boy (:

19Days

; 5:38 AM

hiash... vry tired 2day a lot of thing happen gt happy ones nn nt happy ones
shall nt talk abt de nt happy ones ^^ don scold mi bi nn don ask mi k?? reali don feel like talkin abt tis

arh i gt in air-rifle lol MIA fer 2 long years 2day go bac fer de first time fer trainin vry hard freddy also came nn try he jus cannot get de right shootin position why why u tell mi

nw my hand achin cause we nid tu hold de rifle up fer vry long nn de rifle is vry heavy

imy baby i reali miss u badly bi u vry powerfull sia stomach pain still don wan tu eat den ok lor nxt time i also don wan tu eat ler

2day after trainin went tu my friend de song ka cause his father suddenly past away vry sad vry sad went down in my teacher`s car k lar i shall end here

HARUTO 9.47PM

Sunday, February 1, 2009; 3:08 PM

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before?I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day

I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find

This is not what I intended I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start, but hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find It's impossible

So breathe in so deep Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find You're impossible to find

; 1:27 PM

Baby told me sumthing today ..
which i guess i alrdy knew it earlier on .
Th thing dat he said ,
didn't really shocked me ,
t me its normal man .
Its juz some kind of bitch dat's still
@ th older singapore yeas .
But these things its nt a SURE thing ..
so whyes muz we care so much ?
Let see hw thing goes in th end &
c wad's th nxt step ?
She said before ,
she'll use any method ,
so dun be threaten by her my dear .
i really dun mind those thingy yeas ,
& its also nt proven t be th fact yet yeas .
Dun be too upset over these things &
blame yrself for all th faults okays ,
its nt fair t you okays .
Everyone makes mistakes my dear .
Ntin is diff t solve my dear ..
so we shall think positively till th things
reach th negative parts yeas .
No matter wad ,
till th End ,
i'll still stand by you ..
i'm nt forcing myself t be tgt with you ,
its juz wad i wanted ..
i knw clearly wad i doing whether its rite
or wrong , so dun nid t be silly ,
becuz of tis you thinking of brking with me okays ..
dun be selfish my dear .
Dun becuz of tis things dat make you so unhappy
or stressed .
Tis Gurlf promise t make you happy one rites ..
i wont be so selfish by leaving you & make you
alone when you really nid sumone t be by you yeas ..
i xing gan qing yuan , nobody force me ;DD .
You said you love me ,
dats enuff for everything ..
its worth for me t be with you my dear .
She's juz a bomb between us ,
nt really th end of th world ,
so if we work tgt ,
th bomb also unable t bomb us yeas .
i Really dun mind my dear ,
so dun think i'll brk with you when
you niid sumone by yr side yes .
i'm willing t solve things tgt with you
till th end even if its hard matters .
iLOveyou ,
dere's nting dat can fade my love for you .
Bu yao upset lerhs ,
you still hav my shouder t lend on my dear .

Baby ,
you didn't ans my call & reply my msg ,
maybe you niid t be quiet sumtimes yeas ,
so i shall let you be alone sumtimes okays ,
but rmb , dere's always ME .
Dun be silly & make a wrong choice yeas ,
everything is in yr hand nw my dear ,
contact me ASAP please ,
i'm really worrying for you ,
if you're tired go rest ,
wo hui yong yuan ai ni derhs (: ,
wo zhi dao wo d CHOICE WILL NEVER WRONG !

After Baby's reply .
Baby is so ke lian lehs ,
cry alot nehs ,
hw hope i'm beside him man ,
wan t cab down pei him d lo DD;
iLOVEYOU , my dear .
Bu yao ku lerhs ,
dun hurt yrself .
Drink more water hor my dear ,
be guai .
<3>

18Days