i'm sorry . i've said all th truth out t dem . i knw you muz hav hate me now cuz i'm saying things out . i dun mind you're blaming me or wad . i choose t say out becuz i dun wan you go even deeper wrong lerhs . if i dun say out , more ppls will get hurt derhs .. i dun wan dat . Hurting me its really enuff . & boy , i dun hate you . Any problems if you dun mind .. can still come find me derhs .
Sorry if wad i say t dem .. let dem lay a finger on you .. hope you can understand me . Hope things will be alrites soon . Although we're nt tgt anymore .. but i'm still worried about you as i knw peiqi dat problem wont be settle so fast & ez derhs . 对不起 .
Wont be closing down tis blog .. if you dun wan t post its okays with me . If you wan it t be yr blog its also fine with me .
Tcares boy .
Saturday, March 7, 2009; 7:19 PM
You muz be thinking dat i've forget you alrdy . Guess you shall be th one forget me first ? Hope nowadays you're doing fine . Just now called you but you didn't pick up my call .. hope you're alrites . Seems dat i've gone bck in normal uhs .. but let me tell you , i didn't . i still drop tears every nite .. perhaps juz now too . i dunno whyes i drop tears also .
Kaes uhs ,
i agreed .
When you told me you brk with Peiqi ,
yes i'm happy uhs .
The 1months i was happy with you beside me uhs .
But you knw ,
sumtimes its really hurt me uhs .
When you're asking for th 2nd patch ,
i was thinking t giv you a second chance ..
as i still love you of course .
But after patching ,
th feeling isn't dere anymore ?
Went t KTV dat day ..
i was always afraid of seeing yr msg items you knw ..
yes i saw wad you sent t her uhs ..
my heart hurts deeply really ..
of course i act as ntin uhs .
you told me if she dun get wad she wan ..
she'll threaten me rite ?
Didn't i tell you before ..
if she wan she come down ..
i dun mind .. whyes muz you tell her iloveyou
t prevent her from coming down ?
Even if dat is to protect me ,
cant you use other ways ?
Nt dat she use gun point @ me or wad rite ?
Whyes is she always th one dat broke us up ?
Whyes muz she always be th one separating us ?
Did i lose out t her in anyways ?
Whyes everything seems so fake nw , whyes .
Maybe after th end of tis R/s things will be btr for you ?
Can tell her as much iloveyou as possible ..
can do things dat you lyk .
She wont come threaten you because of me .
You wont need t travel down so far for me .
Maybe she has alrdy changed & yr can last ?
Yr has alrdy last so long , is it so ez t forget everything ?
Dun come telling me whyes muz everyone treat you liddat ..
i'm being treated bck th same way too ,
dun you agree ?
You telling me you wan die ?
Shall see who is more miserable yeas ?
You really make me damn disappointed in you , seriously .
people tis maybe my last post don hope its a happy one i jus heard frm a gal i will die tu protect that de wanted tu brk
i told u before without i m lifeless so nw
i will tell everyone that IVAN KOH JUN RONG IS DEAD NN GONE FRM TIS FACE OF EARTH
takecare my dear 8.33pm last word frm a dead man
Saturday, February 21, 2009; 3:04 PM
Dearest , whr hav you been ? i'm worried . Ytd nite you called me & told me dat you gave yr dad yr phone .. dats th last call i heard from you . Morning wanted t call you but i didn't , as i tot you were still slping & didn't wan t wake you up . So arnd 11 + , strted t call you . Yes , yr hp is on , but nobody pick up th call . i call yr hse , & yr dad told me dat you went out , so i asked him if you did bring yr hp , yes you did . No ideas whyes you dun wan t pick up th call .. i really worrying alot , idk wad happen t you . Freddy finding you , Dickson helping me t find you , Damien say you didn't contact him . Freddy call Peiqi she say you nt with her . Dickson call yr frens in class , nobody seems t hav contact with you .. Freddy told me didn't turn up for today's remedial .
Call me asap .
Friday, February 20, 2009; 9:30 PM
Tdy , lesson normal luhhs , failed for th bloody science test luhhs .. damn it man . Its okays .. monday den its th real test .. hopping nt t fail @ least pass ? PLEASE . Home econs lesson test again , didn't study @ all .. lets c wad's th result . After school , go canteen awhile den 1 pm report t AVA for harmonica again . Once i think of niid t rmb t score i sian liaos .. tis kind of dumb head can rmb derhs mehs ! Clarence kor came in .. brk time marhs . Den he come tok t me .. den he blow his harmonica with my scores .. den he kena tickle .. dunno he so weird one .. whenever he blow harmonica , we tickle or mak him laugh it didn't works @ all ! He & Dasao 1 yr 1 months lerhs ! MUZ JIAY0USS OKAYS ! Went t Volleyball training . Put on Knee Pad , run 4 rnd , warm up , joined dem . Principal so good seh , buy us Knee Pad lorhs . Training keep tio scold uhs , even gao ren also kena scold by coach for using th court .. you think wad court you open d mehs .. dunno hw t tok t ppl nicely mehs . fcuk you . tdy kena pumping 110 as i didn't serve over th ball , dead . Heng didn't do puming postitions ! , its tiring
Baby outside with Terence dey all , hope dat dey hav fun barhs . Baby was unable t tok t me tonite again .. as his phone niid t be taken by his dad . Didn't receive phone call from him yet .. guess he haven reach hse barhs ? Do tcares okays . ILOVEYOU
1months 5 days
Thursday, February 19, 2009; 9:15 PM
Posted abt school juz nw , but bloody com juz hanged dere .
Baby msged me ; Dear , wad you doing . i replied of cuz . Baby reply ; Cheebye luhh & everything .. so i knw it's all Peiqi luhhs .. th Dear one obivously also her luhhs , cuz Baby dun call me Dear alrites . Hav no ideal whyes dere are together .. & i dun care . 5+ Baby msged ; Baby we're nt suitable let's brk barhs . Replied t th Cheebye msg ; Please luh is yr boyf never settle thing properly , wad i gt t do with this ? After dat , Baby told me dat she was threaten by Peiqi , if he dun brk with me , she'll come down beat me .. ya luh ya luh , beat me for all you can .. you can beat till i kena hospital , coffin for all i care okays . You're juz a gurl , making ppl pity you by threatening dieing / cutting wrist .. those things dun really works everytime luh hor .. you wan tio me come down JURONG luhhs .. you think i care mehs ? i dun care anything now hor . Dun @ dere step big , wan come jiu come luhh fcuk you BHB bitch . I HATE IT WHENEVER , Baby & i brk becuz of you luhh , bitchy . Get a life luhh , stop here interupting ppls life luhh , nobody will lyk you liddat . After awhile , R/s get back again .. he promise me if dere's going t be th third time , I DUN WAN TH REASON T BE HER ANYMORE , SHE'S JUZ A BITCH , I C NO POINT LOSING BECUZ OF HER . i'll fcuk her whole family man .
Baby , sorry for telling NO when you say you wan patch .. nt dat i dun love you .. is i dun wan t add on t yr troubles & i'm scare alrdy . i knw for myself i really love you alot .. but you're hurting me you knw D; . Please dun do dat anymore , i really dun wan t lose you anymore . iLOVEYOU LUHHS !
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